At night, when it gets really hard

If you are reading this during a cycle: you are not alone. In a study of 175 patients, most had thoughts like “I just want it to end” during attacks, and almost none between cycles. The pain produces these thoughts. Tell your doctor about them: it is a direct reason to step up treatment. If you are thinking of harming yourself, call your emergency number now (112 in Europe and Russia, 911 in North America). You can simply write here how you are. Someone will answer. Source: https://pure.korea.ac.kr/en/publications/increased-suicidality-in-patients-with-cluster-headache/